A week after the Narcissist ran away…literally pushed me and ran away like a coward…my ex husband Robbie was diagnosed with Non Hodgkin’s Lymphoma and came to stay with me to care for him.
Ironically, he saved me but I could not save him.
My friend died in April 2019 from Cancer.
My life has been Divinely orchestrated for the past 5 years.
I would have NEVER been able to accomplish what I did…if I did not have Divine help.
I just know there were hands in the form of strangers ushering me along.
The Narcissist was removed from my life for me to do what I was destined to do…care for Robbie.
The Narcissist was just placed in my life as a lesson…a lesson I needed to learn…to prepare myself for the path I had to take.
I had built my life on rubber bands and popsicle sticks…that is why I ended up with someone abusive…and stayed.
I needed to stop living in an illusion and in denial and learn to prioritize MYSELF.
The Narcissist showed me exactly what I needed to change…the cruel way…as intended.
HERE was my illusion staring me in the face.
It ALL came crashing down.
A Narcissist is sent into our life just for that purpose…to shake up our wobbly foundation…they serve absolutely NO other purpose.
Robbie and me were not meant to be husband and wife…we were brought together for a much BIGGER purpose…he was going to be my Angel when I needed him and I was going to be his.
Robbie kept my head above water during a very dark time…and I did all I could for him…I always did.
I did what my soul required of me.
Caring for Robbie was also a test of my inner resolve…after all I did divorce the man 5 years ago.
I did it eyes wide open…I knew what I had signed up for.
Karma has a way of balancing out the scales.
I didn’t expect him to die because the prognosis was good…I fully expected him to get well and go on with his life in Thailand.
It was a sad tough ending for him and a lot of sad tough memories of his end for me to deal with.
A Divine Detour…
I was rescued from a fate much worse and placed on my correct path.
