Miss Evelyn M. Ryan …
When I see your posts about your beautiful Alex…I find them adorable and it triggers a little green jelly in me…not in a bad way…but in a ‘I want’ way…which is what jealousy is all about anyway…right?
I want to feel…I want to be…I want to have…I want…..
That was an alien feeling to me…I thought.
I’m always grateful for what I have…but…still…I want…something.
You gushing over Alex is wonderful and heart warming…I’m sure she appreciates it and is grateful to her still gushing Mom.
Most people never get that affirmation from ANYONE…let alone a parent…and I am aware that I am not alone in this.
I’m not talking about a few likes on fb…I’m talking about genuine appreciation for someone’s existence from someone important to them.
You telling me on my post that I am incredible..sent me on an emotional tailspin…in a good way.
How does anyone live 59 years and never get to hear those words from someone meaningful???
This is the second time you have said something to me that has redirected me to an inward truth about myself.
Yes God damn it…I am INCREDIBLE!!!
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The first time was when you said to me…’This is poetry…you should keep writing’…when I was writing on narcissistic abuse support forums including your site…Yourlifelifter…about 5 years ago.
I didn’t even know I could put my thoughts and feelings into words at that time…
I was writing?
What I was actually doing was just trying to stop myself from letting my head go completely under quicksand.
So thank you very much Evelyn from the bottom of my heart ❤️
I wouldn’t be writing if it wasn’t for you.
Telling me I’m incredible means a lot to me coming from you 🤗
I finally got what I wanted to hear all my life and didn’t even know it.
You may have no idea how much of an impact your words have had on me…but just know…they have ❤
And…Miss Evelyn…you are a truly incredible inspirational Human.
I wish you and your sweet liebchen all the best in this New Year and always ❤️ ❤️❤️
