Living My New Reality
Wanting to run away from accountability and responsibilities is a BIG indication of how dependable a person will be.Pay attention to how people deal with 'life'...you are part of THAT life with them...you are going to be dealt with in the same manner.If you are stingy with your money...you will be stingy with your emotions and time as well.Selfishness is
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There always needs to be a balance for things to work out in this world.Yin and yang...good and bad...love and hate...war and peace...what you give you get...when there's a high there's always a crashing low...what goes up must come down...you get my drift.For every action in nature there is an equal and opposite reaction.That's the way relationships work as well.ALL
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You only get what you give...When you give breadcrumbs...you don't get a delicious moist cake in return.That's how the life works.People who are interested in you will show you their interest...you won't have to ask for it.Just because you have been a certain way ALL your life...it doesn't make it is right or a good way to be.You just can
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Most emotional abusers will NEVER apologize...because they don't really care about what they did to you or how it affects your soul.Some will...but ONLY when they are cornered.You get to decide...Is this a one time event or is this a pattern...is THIS who this person is.The one's who refuse to apologize are not willing to take accountability for their actions...that
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Theirs versus Yours....Emotionally abusive people have a hat full of abuse tactics in their arsenal like love bombing, devaluing, discarding, gaslighting, demeaning, lying, cheating, triangulation, word chutney etc to manipulate and confuse the shit out of you...until you are emotionally spinning out of control.THAT'S their mission...it makes it much easier for them to continue to abuse someone who is already
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Healing does not mean you won't meet another arsehole again...Healing means you have enough knowledge from your past experiences and proper boundaries set in place to remove yourself from these arsehole type situations without it causing you added emotional carnage.Healing makes it possible to handle situations logically without letting your emotions get out of control. Healing means you are aware
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Daniel a 23 year old entertainer with a mouth full of braces recognizes me as Pola and remembers I love to dance...from my last trip here.Fabiola a server also recognizes me and says to me...'welcome home'...and remembers I love mimosas and tea...with 2 Lipton tea bags.I feel at home...I do...Fabiola made me feel at home.How special it that!I walk on
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To do or not to do...That's a God job...Christianity shove forgiveness down our throat.Is there a real purpose...or is it a blanket requirement.Do we have to forgive people who have intentionally maliciously caused us harm.Do we have to forgive repeat offenders.That's a God job...They have done the same with others before you and are doing the same thing to the
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Yelling....poor communication.It's a learned pattern from your upbringing.Yelling is not a means of communication...When you yell...it's only a matter of time when the other person starts to yell back too...to be heard.Yelling is a cry for help...whether it's from you or the other...It's a 'LISTEN TO ME' cry for help.Yelling is not an effective way of communicating...It's a learned pattern
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Do you need an entourage of people around you who are validating your behaviors and decisions...because you can't make your own decisions...Do they co-sign your bad decisions...Do they applaud your bad behaviors and encourage you...Those are NOT your friends...Those are people who do NOT care for your well-being.When you fall...because of your bad decisions...they will drop you like a pair
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