Living My New Reality
A friend of mine mentioned to me they were trying to imagine what I had gone through.Here's my answer to that.It's hard to 'imagine' unless you have experienced Narcissistic abuse yourself.It's not something a 'normal' mind can fathom or easily comprehend.That's why during the recovery stage we only share with others who have experienced the same type of abuse.It is
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A week after the Narcissist ran away...literally pushed me and ran away like a coward...my ex husband Robbie was diagnosed with Non Hodgkin's Lymphoma and came to stay with me to care for him.Ironically, he saved me but I could not save him.My friend died in April 2019 from Cancer. My life has been Divinely orchestrated for the past 5
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Narcissists have only 3 steps...love bombing, devaluation and discarding.Rinse and repeat. It doesn't matter if these steps are ALL with you or involves multiple people...it's the same 3 steps.When they are devaluing you they could be love bombing someone else.It doesn't matter if it's romantic or not...it's just a compulsive need for attention.I lived this.... Unwittingly...I did 9 cycles of
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I got divorced 5 years ago and jumped head first into a Narcissistically abusive relationship for 2.5 years...that made me rethink my WHOLE life.The End of him...was the beginning of ME. I know what happened...I was there...the abuser knows what he did...he was there...but will forever deny it and that's the reality of an abusive relationship. Ever heard an Abuser
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I had to silence my Ego to be able to start writing this blog.I had to make myself totally vulnerable.Here my Soul is on display...Here is my complete story...Here is my complete truth...My bare naked Soul.I had to completely quieten my Ego to do this.That required a lot of effort on my part. My whole life I hid behind an
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Hello!This is my first blog😊I am super excited 😃 5 years ago after my divorce I got myself into an abusive relationship that would transform my life.What started out as a painful burden in my life has turned into something I am grateful for.The experience is still painful...but I now understand why it had to happen...and how this happened for
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