Living My New Reality
By definition...Extreme foolishness or irrationality.There is a fine line between sanity and insanity....I know...I was pushed to that edge...Close enough to recognize the insanity in myself and in others...But that is the definition of a narcissistic relationship...insanity.Cognitive dissonance is the basis of this relationship...what you see and what you are told or what you tell yourself are 2 different realities...2
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You have not walked in my shoes...Get over it...move on...why is it taking so long...are all insensitive words to someone who is healing from betrayal/abuse/grief/death.'It takes 2 to tango' is not a viable justification to someone who has been through emotional abuse... because it ONLY takes ONE to be abusive.The same with grief ...'he is in a better place'...'he's not
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Lust or sex is not the most important ingredient in a relationship.Respect, honor, priority and support are the ingredients that make a relationship work.You can feel lust or have sex with a lot of people.The foundational basis of love is respect, honor and support.You may love as you always love... your love maybe genuine.They too will love you like they
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Emotionally unavailable, avoidant, dismissive, commitment phobic men...(or women)What does that look like...1. No accountability...EVER...and absolutely no commitment.Unable to commit to any future plans...including tomorrows lunch.2. Not only dwelling on exes but still making them relevant, present and more important than their present partner.3. Lack of focus on you or the relationship, moody and constantly anxious and unable to explain the
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**Liminal” comes from the Latin root word "limen," which means “threshold.” Liminal spaces are transitional or transformative spaces. They are the waiting areas between one point in time and space and the next***Liminal space...a point of no return...you can't ignore or deny what you now know. Where you are is in-between the familiar and the completely unknown.Death, abuse or any
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Jealousy...By definition....A feeling of unhappiness caused by wanting what someone else has. Jealousy is a very dangerous ingredient when introduced into a relationship.A jealous energy will ALWAYS cause you harm...eventually...if you choose to ignore this red flag.It can be very conscious or very subconscious.Why...because they want something you have...and if they can't get it they will try to destroy it
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People seem to think that those who write blogs and share material on fb or other platforms think of themselves as not having personal issues or are better than others...That is absolutely NOT true!I can only speak for myself....EVERYTHING that I write about I have experienced or am still dealing and healing from.I am able to put into words what
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Jumping from one relationship to another does not heal your core wounds that were the problem in your relationships to begin with...they just exacerbate them and hurt others.Other people cannot heal your wounds...ONLY YOU can heal your own wounds.But you sure as hell can make other people responsible for your internal problems by dragging and dumping your emotional garbage onto
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Abuse is not something you should heal from and then give the same person a second chance to repeat the same behaviors.That would be insulting your own intelligence...much like they did.Abusive people don't fix what they broke.They just repeat the same behaviors again if you allow them to...with you or the next person.You cannot heal from the same mind set
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Narcissistic people will create a cruel scenario whereby they 'make' you leave them because they have found someone else to get supply from...temporarily.Do you realize how fucked up that is...Unknowingly...this happened to me 9 times in 2.5 years till I caught on to it.A Narcissist will 'make' you intentionally leave them so that they can CHEAT on you...and then tell
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